so it ends like this.

2011-03-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

"Spring always comes after winter right...no matter how harsh or cold the winter may be, spring will always come," someone.

Someone recently told me that. Well, i have to say its true. But how many of us..do really appreciate and listen to that kind of advice? How many of us actually really take that positive attitude into the harsh battle that's upon us? Answer is...i dont know. Its up to you isn't it? Haha.

Anyways. Been almost a year. Haha. Had a nice time u guess. Don't have much to say, compares to last March. Haha. Byes.

We all have courage to fight, to try our best in everything. But how many of us have the courage to admit defeat?

2010-03-16T14:24:00.002+08:00

it's been...a term. more or less haha. =) got tons of homework to do. )=

school's okay i guess. a week's break maybe can help a little. hopefully..

anyway, doing chem proj now haha...need set up some solubility table blog -.-

just done that but it's empty.erm.ya.

pretty much nothing else to say. have a nice holiday! =)

dreams last a night, realities last a lifetime

2010-01-29T16:39:00.003+08:00

thought i'd find time today haha-.-

hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

rite.im kinda bored and dont want to start homework ya...
been busy haha.
hm...hope everyone's been well-.-
oh well.ya.that's all i really have to say...

stupid.

marcus tong zhi jie

2010-01-08T19:21:00.003+08:00

been a week? or so.hope everyone's doing fine with the start of sch =(

i've been pretty worn out myself ya...the whole wekk was like a snail-.-

but,got through it. =) but no co tmr...leaves me nth much to do. oh ya, had a xiao zu with the others,they played so fast!even songs i was familiar with...well,cant catch up with them.hopefully i will one day =)

slept a lot today.see,tired.-.-
okay,hm.nth much for me to say le.

byes.

turn around?

2009-12-31T09:30:00.002+08:00

hey...haha long time haven't said much alr.

yesterday just came back from co camp ya. bathed,ate,and then slept from 2 plus to eight thirty.

co camp was okay.had water bombs and station games...such stuff.and our grp won the overall champion=) and i got some best camper award haha and they gave me chilli sauce lol. still got tons of sweets in bag.want to help me clear? -.-

merry chirstmas! a bit late but cause i didnt manage to post(haha i so busy rite.-.-)
and happy new year!=) also means the end of holidays and start of sch term...zzz

hm...new yr resolution: i would like to stay happy & healthy?=/ i would like to be able to play bball at a certain standard hahas(imagine cj here and i just a bit below him. -.- maybe i too ambitious.) do well in studies and...of course CO! will be like jordan. -.- so pro that guy.

room warming!

don't cheat during exams.

2009-12-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

Hm. ah. just came back from co to find the house empty....-.-

and dinner. is. terrible. let me tell you what's on the plate.

1. soup. i have no idea what soup it is. at all.
2. mushrooms...lots of them. best of all the dishes on the table haha.
3. otah..which had been hiding in the fridge for as long as i can remember...disgusting.
4. potatoes. from...dunno where. they are horribly hard.

oh well.

got co shirt today ahaha. =) today tiring...
should i go for camp? hm. -.-

forgivable.

2009-12-18T08:04:00.002+08:00

hm. later going to marine parade lib to study? haha. with cj. a bit dont feel like going...haha.

cj yesterday nite every hour sms me once.-.- 1am, 2am,...crazy.

i'm bored. at home...oh well. co will resume on mon ya,hahaha =)

sch starting soon too...sian.

knowledge exists because you know something that i don't,

and i know something that you don't.

2009-12-16T11:16:00.002+08:00

"But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life."~Two Is Better Than One, Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift

heyhey =) been a while ya haha. still got homework to finish, thinking if can go brian's house do homework..because i lost eng and maths hmk-.-

hols ending soon...too fast le. still remembered how happy i was to welcome the holiday ya...like 1 and a half mths ago...now it's almost over. 2 weeks more i suppose...

i think msn is useless right now..nth to do there.

updates on this blog will not be as often alr, com just boring..

see you soon haha. (go fb harvest crops =))

when it's all over

2009-12-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

"Another sun soaked season fades away."~Stolen, Dashboard Confessional

hm. went yz's house ya. watched some movies. maybe elab next time ya? sorry...

bye.

protected heart and uncovered feelings.

2009-12-09T07:45:00.002+08:00

"Our worst disaster would be waking up alone."~Waiting Game, Yellowcard

today looks promising, and hopefully doesnt go wrong like monday...=/

hopefully can play bball ah. or else i would be stuck at home...then maybe have to help aunt do hsework.

then have dinner at grandparents' house ya..

im starting to think that maybe with CO it would be more fun...now got some 2wk break! T.T

i cant help but not start hmk. im screwed. someone help me start my engine -.-

superstitions, they're stars way above you.

2009-12-07T08:41:00.002+08:00

"5th Decoember is important for two things. First thing is high school musical. Second, it's the expiry date of our ham in the fridge."~Edmil

been a while haha.

hm. later going pan's house to play. =) and run 10k -.-

dunno if i should welcome the break for co...cause now what should i do? (someone shouts homework) lazy. BETTER START ALR!!!!!!!!!!

christmas coming alr...means holidays ending! argh.

ah. the chalet. -.- fun haha.

byes.

memories of the forgotten angels

2009-11-30T08:16:00.002+08:00

"All the right friends in all the right places."~All The Right Moves, One Republic

i still haven't really got down to any packing yet...haha. <--- class chalet
i still haven't finished much homework i'm supposed to do <--- homework-.-
i still am not following any study plan or sth. <--- hm. study plan?

will be gone for a while for the 6c chalet ya. and cj have fun haha. your bbq thingy.

I'm going to buy co shirt haha. =) soon. 18 dollars...

i shld get down to packing...

doubts and uncertainties

shadows and under the bed.

2009-11-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

"Tell me I'm less worth than your phone."~Edmil

that's what he asked me. i kindly said yes. -.-
he got 267 for psle...oh well. how come got ppl want to reward him...last time i dont have haha. -.-

i do have pics. but not today. maybe soon.

it's been a nice week i suppose for me...ya. cant believe co is cancelled tmr. i'm not happy really. very bad for me...especially when co will clash with class chalet on mon. argh.

dunno how to feel towards class chalet...maybe it'll turn out okay...

creases on the neatest cloth

2009-11-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

"You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want"~Your Love Is A Lie, Simple Plan

hm. i cant be more bored. now i know how it feels like really to be bored to tears...
today woke up with slight cough with got worse...accompanied with headache, flu...
slept for a while...but now still have headache.

oh well. tmr looking forward to 4.30 frisbee. that's all...

2 years 2 days ago i was very happy...because i got 253 for psle! miracle. i still remember how happy i was. =) and now...two years and two days later...im so bored.
-.-

i shall stop crapping.

sometimes we don't need answers to the questions...

what really matters is that...it's here.

2009-11-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

"To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days."~Wherever You Will Go, The Calling

yesterday:
only me and cj came for bball. -.- but he taught me haha and then i learn =) next time can train again. after that went home to shower before heading with cj to xiao pan pan's hse...we got there...but we were freaking drenched. had to borrow a shirt for a while...

played wii, i lost everything..-.- well, almost everything.
went to harbour front to meet mum & her fren and my bro. we then took taxi to great world city where we met my aunt and uncle for dinner at ichiban. went to tiong bahru for a while before dad came and went home...

today:
woke up before the alarm rang minutes later at 4.55 a.m
went to sch and took buses to hwa chong institution for a some interaction prog.
the IGLs? some leaders keep asking me to drink coffee -.-
ya...then they started calling me coffee.
but they were nice haha...nice ppl.
hwa chong very big! i await the day i get lost in my sch campus. =)
and it's the first time, i actually felt so dizzy that i fell. di ming crashed into the chairs on the side lol.
had fun and no fun...i think. idk...
shant elab on what happened...can fill prob 10 blog posts.

i shld get rest. BRIAN COME FOR FRISBEE TMR. if it doesnt screw up. CO on MON! =)

a second to know, a memory to remember.

2009-11-20T09:21:00.002+08:00

"Maybe it's time for miracles."~Time For Miracles, Adam Lambert

this song's nice. -.-

been busy? didnt go CO yesterday...i went to MOE hq for some dnt seminar...and had to give the graduation party a miss =( guess some things are more impt than others...

anw, we were supposed to showcase our dioramas and explain our projects when teachers pass by. me and rayson so pro! -.- haha we had some lame marble for entertainment. and that alarm clock that ms choo eventually took back home...it was mine haha. hao ran and rayson damn lame...haha.

altho i'm not taking dnt next year...i have to say that out of all the subject teachers...i like the dnt teachers as a whole the most..because they have possess friendliness that not many other subj teachers have..and they are funny and warm. =)

i'll definitely miss them haha. great teachers.

rayson is going to treat me ice cream! yay. where you going to take me? swensens? lol.

you always wanted to know how i felt...maybe it's time...

to know how you felt all this while.

2009-11-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

"Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not one bit simpler."~Albert Einstein

went out with jx,rayson,fy and cj to watch 2012. quite nice...epic disaster. cant believe after the whole mess...still got ppl survive-.-

had lunch first tho. i forgot what i ate alr.

we wanted to buy fy mushroom toy. -.-

i think im falling sick...soon? my head's just so hot! idk...forget it.

i need to find something fun to do...

up there and down here.

2009-11-16T10:48:00.005+08:00

"Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, and your hearts starts to wonder where on this earth I could be."~The Man Who Can't Be Moved, The Script

later got co...ya.
brian cant go with me. =(
i very bored.
i want to go out without spending money...
next thing to look forward to is prob...p6 graduation party i think...
haiz.
someone entertain me. =)
RAYSON! he too busy preparing for vj to hear me alr...
maybe one day all of us can play hide and seek ah...
around s'pore.
sounds fun.
then we must give clues. -.-

hope co entertains me...haha. as if it's funny.
6compassionate! not all. some.

and...2D! not all. most?

can be stupid and compare these two photos. -.- took them off from fb.

zzz.

broken souls of unspirited winters.

2009-11-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

"I can't be perfect."~Perfect, Simple Plan.

CO FOREVER! -.- tmr got co.. haha.
im hoping co might work out for me. been such a week for me. haha.
frisbee was okay...quite fun? =)

cyas. dont feel like talking much. wait till i talkative...-.-

we live in a world blanketed in doubts and uncertainties...the world's under a mask.

2009-11-13T08:46:00.003+08:00

"And through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection, whether I'm right or wrong ."~Angels, David Archuleta

I LOVE CO! AHAHAHAHA. for now. it's fun. =) i think. hope i'm not wrong...i dont need to be wrong. hahahahahahaha. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE SHOCKED LOOK ON CJ'S FACE WHEN HE SAW ME PLAYING THE YANGQIN. hahahahaha.
my instrument-----> yangqin and percussion hopefully...
yangqin quite interesting. i never played any musical instrument besides the recorder...
and darrel's with me. makes my life so much better hahahahaha. =)

credits to brian for letting me even have this opportunity in the first place...and credit for the ppl who encouraged me to try for it. =) what about track now...haha.

later going to play bad with brian,cj,cliff,fy,shawn,~~isaac~~( if he does show up...haha)

next mon CO. im going to master the yangqin! -.-

great walls have great supports.

great friends have great friends.

2009-11-10T19:29:00.003+08:00

"I wanna run, only far enough to make you miss me."~Broken Man, Boys Like Girls

Great thanks to brian and his family and the maid for being so hospitable? and brian for accompanying me on this boring day. =) and prob...making me another chance...another chance to start fresh. MAYBE. but i appreciate it. thanks lots. =)

ran with brian today...tmr we gonna do better! =)

played chess. played twice.lost twice. -.-

and...idk if im ready or not...i just dont know... but maybe i am. maybe...i am.

a dead pulse for more than long enough...to be jolted back to life by a single heart.

2009-11-09T09:20:00.003+08:00

"Cause all that's left has gone away."~Look What You've Done, Jet

i'm going to have to quit french...bye moelc.. =(
i guess later this week...im going to go back and hand in that form which i nvr thought of handing in...

i am supposed to be happy...but im dreading to hand in the form...looks like the end. i'm going to miss that place...all the things that had happened there. haiz.

i won pin twice in predicting soccer scores. so now he owes me ice cream.

and brian when you want to start running around your condo? we run together haha. then our 2.4 timing next yr ultra pro! =)

this week looks pretty boring. hope things will turn for the better.

wandering souls and lonely streets

2009-11-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

"Before too late, before too long, let's try and take it back before it all went wrong."~Before The Worst, The Script

let's see...im very tired now. -.-

FRIDAY: went cycling with cj,rayson,jx,cliff at pasir ris pk. fun haha.
SATURDAY: lay in bed. wait for right moments to get out of bed. -.- went to macs at loyang pt with pin for a while. he help me do chem stuff ahaha.
SUNDAY: frisbee was..okay?idk. then went to sch for class outing. least there was pizza. I SO KIND NEVER HIT CJ WITH THE WATER BALLOON. =)
TMR: follow cj's fail proof plan.
TUES: i think it's p5 interclass.
WED:idk.
THURS: dont know either
FRI: watch hippos bit their tails off each other.

bye.

true people sit on top of the tree,

others can't seem to get up.

2009-11-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

"It's like arguing over what flavor the jam is...when it's peanut butter."~Lim Pin

i was feeling so happy i tell you...i was shouting in the lift and i couldnt help laughing to myself. (someone call the mental hospital)

but now..different. idk...maybe this is how a mood swing feels like? one moment so happy and another moment the other extreme...

tmr is going to be okay, but i see it as screwed. for no reason. im crazy.

today was fun...went to wsps to help count votes for teacher awards...cant tell you who won. ate 2 plates of nasi ayam, and 10 fishballs. it was jas,des,cyrus and me who were helping...we ate so much haha.

then went to ehub and then ws for a while...ya.

beautiful rainbow.

beautiful rainbows swirl around me, signalling the end of rain.

2009-11-04T07:05:00.002+08:00

"If something has a great impact on you...will you forget and act as though nothing had happened?"~ Someone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAYSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( it was yesterday..)
AND MUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(today)

i'm so sorry for forgetting rayson's b'day...we'll make it up to you XD

ysterday i was out for...10 hours. went to white sands pri to help out in their interclass, and then headed for brian's house after that. I WON, HIM IN CHINESE CHESS!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=))) i cant. lol. maybe a stroke of luck saw me through.

i should really end this here...before cyrus calls me and realises i'm not ready to go to wsps. cyas.

dashed hopes and diminished flames.

2009-11-02T09:10:00.003+08:00

"I need a little more luck than a little bit cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit."~Tongue Tied, Faber Drive

i am liking this song and this band now lol. still waiting for pin to send me the album =)

okok. im going to sch soon... >.<>

yesterday i was so tired idk why...
frisbee was er. okay? no. it wasnt really okay. never mind.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING MIN! =) have a great day today haha.

byeeeeeeee. gtg bathe.

enjoy ur hols ppl =)

we live in a constant world of change...we change.

slowly, but surely.

2009-10-31T21:29:00.004+08:00

"There is no end to better results."~Mr Koh

BYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEE GUYS!!!!!!!! will miss you guys. =(

WHAT I WILL REMEMBER YOU AS:

Rayson: a great friend. but lame. very lame. very, very LAME.
Chen Jie: oily and fun guy. should go wash your hair. =)
Feng Yuan: one word: MUSHROOM.
Isaac: Pie Kia. -.-
Sheng Wei: FRENCH MASTER FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shawn: Soccer SUPER STAR.
Nicholas Lee: Pork Der Sar
Shabab: B.A.B
Jin Kai: FAIL prefect. but a good prefect lol.=)
Yorisan: My very first friend, i will always rmb.
Dominic: KING DOMINIC. DOMINATOR DOMINIC DOMINATION.
Bryan: Cross-country pro.
Bryan Francis: DONT EMO. =)
Amrit: erm...too many vulgarities dont make a good person for IP. -.-
Kiran: tennis captain, soccer pro, studies good. wow.
Darren Gan: funny person. and i used to piss him off. very fun.
Darren Tan : White.
Kai Hui: Beancurd.
Mustaqim: Gang leader.
Jing Xiang: Mafia war bastard
Clifford: Dog? jkjk.
Hao Ran: good fren who had lots of things in common. last time that is.
Song Qing: SQHI! =)
Shaun: dont talk to yourself. talk to others too.
Zhaf: monitor?
Zhafir: singer ahaha.
Keith: funny guy. really. amuses me.
Jonathan: J.T.R
Billy: Billy Boy
Aloysius: Alloy
Charley: the guy who breaks up fights
Jun Xuan: Xiao Pan Pan ( omg i forget to say goodbye to him) NOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Khairul: Kailuuuuuuuuuu.
Nicholas Yuan: Hong Kong Chinese expert.
Kwan Meng: Ah Meng. monkey.-.-
Reuben: Moey.
Marcus: Ting Tong.
Tyler: he used to try to teach me maths. and he's super hyper...
Yash: Yashi Doshi

BYE GUYS! it's been 2 years, some will see each other, others wont. 42 minds, 1 spirit; WE WILL OWN YOU.
cya next year haha.

it takes one to lead,

but a million will follow.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2009-10-28T19:34:00.003+08:00

"Nothing is flawless."~Rayson

WRONG---> everything is except you ah.. and the bear. -.-

Today, we can talk about friendship!!!!!!!!!!! lol. IMPORTANT LESSON AH.

how to show your friendship :

1. when your fren forget to bring his badge...sacrifice your badge ah! give it to him. =)

2. play uno.

3. hide together in a make-shift bush.

4. make him pay for the food.

5. make lame jokes just to make him laugh.

two more days to the end of sch...how am i feeling? fine, just fine.

BYE RAYSON!!!!! lol. too early. =/

years to build, seconds to topple.

2009-10-27T18:35:00.003+08:00

"Look at what you've yet to achieve, forget the things you've missed."~Feng Yuan

i think this can really relate to me and the exams? i think i shld look ahead, and forget the things i never really achieved. so ya. thanks fy? haha.

so im going to die, get scolded for all the bad results. especially sci. pull me down. =(
on the other hand... im fine with my hist, hmt and english. esp my languages ( except french) i didnt expect such an easy way to my desired grade.

today was probably the day i spent the most money. THIRTY DOLLARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wont do a break down of how it was spent... but most of the money shld come back to me by the end of next wk? lol.

im thinking of making a post on VS 2D again soon...and it'll most likely be name as "WHAT I WILL REMEMBER YOU AS" so yup...hope you guys ( 2D ) will like it and not take things really srsly if i do offend you. haha. =)

stay when summer comes, move when winter comes.

2009-10-26T14:40:00.002+08:00

"I see blackness in your heart."~ Sheng Wei

i dont really know if i should like today or hate today. but im happy im home.
let's not get into my results, that's all i want to say. give me time to get over the bad sutff. haiz. =(

looking towards the end of this week.

framed victims and accused innocent.

2009-10-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

"I'm no food, but when you need me, I'll be there..."~ Someone.

yes, someone. this one is soo cute, funny and touching at the same time. if you get what i mean. And you'll prob never find where i got this from haha.

today's frisbee was fun. but i slacked. =) VS GOT OWNED BY THE OTHERS. haha.

not really feeling well ah. aching, and a bit sick. and worried for tmr.

getting papers back! wish me luck. although it might all be already too late.

and i shall not be unhappy for tmr hopefully, what ever the result. what's done done rite? no use crying over spilt milk.

we all twirl around our own mountains,

but come to meet at the peak.

2009-10-24T11:19:00.002+08:00

"You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"~What Ever It Takes, Lifehouse

i like this song soooo much. it's very nice. haha.

this whole week im so tired! aching all over, especially since badminton on wed. i'm still recovering from yesterday.

WE WILL OWN YOU. AND WE DID. WE HAVE BROUGHT 2D TO VICTORY.
we have won the inter-class frisbee competition! and i tell you, it wasnt easy. BUT WE'VE DONE IT. i cant be any happier. =)))))) grats guys. even for those who didnt play, you guys supported us so strongly that we had to win. and for those who played, we showed them. =) thanks to mr tan too. he was the one who taught us after all.

haha won brian's class in the finals! tough fight ah. T.T they pro okay.
next mon will see some papers coming back, i guess it's abt time isnt it?
what i've said and done...it's all over. so as well face whatever is going to hit me on monday strongly.

sometimes i wake up in the morn and wonder if everything that happened was a dream. and it can be that real. lol.

cj crazy de. these days he sleep so late! =/

maybe this isn't important at all; what is is that we're still here, alive.

2009-10-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

"Take me away, to a secret place."~Pocket Full Of Sunshine, Natasha Bedingfield

had fun today. sweat the whole day thru. ended my day feeling tired.

hope tmr will be the same; but different in a certain way.

Even if it takes a million years, I would stand by your side.

Till the day, you wake up from your dream.

2009-10-18T14:11:00.002+08:00

"No bubble is so iridescent or floats longer than that blown by the successful teacher."~Willaim Osler

from kailu. again. haha.

FOR VS2d:

ok. i've been in 2D for 1 year plus already. and i guess, if it's the time to miss them and realise that they are there for a reason, it's probably now. and i realised that despite attempts to change my mind abt how i actually feel, i would not. but i would try.

i might have been blind, maybe i should not put the world so high up on the wall, for i fear i might be able to take it down. even if jonathan is TRYING to be irritating, isaac's being a bastard and racist all at the same time, benjamin's being a bloody bugger, it's still well, 2D. jonathan's nice, isaac's helpful in the end, and benjamin's nice to sit in front of -.-

it's time to accept. we're not a class, we're MORE than that. in sec 1, we might be a class. but in sec 2, we're family. and we wont stay that way for long. all i want to say, maybe i'll miss you all. i'll miss rayson definitely XD and jonathan's voice XD

OK. so maybe only 10% of the class will ever see this message, but i hope we all share the same feelings. coz i will. and i dont need to regret. Thanks.

frisbee was fun. haha. and i hurt my leg. zzz

the gap proves to be impossible to chase up to.

but i could tie a string onto you and stay that way.

2009-10-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

"1 and a half months is enough for you to forget everything."~Mr Christophe Rousseeuw

short one. went to moelc get french results. fail. as usual. english was okay today. weirdly i dont feel happy. like very sian. bored? maybe.

im going to make a promise to myself that during the hols EVERYDAY will study french! and sheng wei won me in french = ice cream treat. i'll be waiting...

to be blessed with a life is good enough,

to be blessed with a good life is another.

2009-10-15T19:52:00.002+08:00

"Beyond the world 'til the end of time where the rain won't hurt."~Monsoon, Tokio Hotel

just came here to say science is a f***ing screw. and. to hell with english. gl ppl.

memories of childhood ; sweet bitter melon

2009-10-14T18:55:00.002+08:00

"Everyone feels like that sometimes."~~~Pin~~ LIM Pin ahahahaha.

short one.coz i really shld be studying rite...now. -.- for science. im scared i'll forget stuff. as usual. and jm! i got marking days! lol. just saw the email form teacher sent to us.

i wanted to scold wx abt sth. but i forgot. -.- i felt so confident abt hist. but maybe i will still screw it. that's why i cant say the paper's too easy. neither can i say it's hard. or else i will be sad? -.-

had lunch with marcus at east point. saw mus at ws lib before cyrus and wx came. went to subway where jm came. then go home. ya. that's today.

MONETARY ISSUES:
i owe cj money.
jm owe me money.
wx owe me money, too!
pin owes me money
ALL OF U AH. BETTER PAY UP. -.-

and. got this girl omg her hair SO NICE!!!! she's prob idk. BUT HER HAIR SO NICE AH. GOT NICE SHADE OF BROWN. NOT ALL BROWN. BUT A NICE SHADE OF BROWN. =)

the way people were built; aim for goals and reach them

sometimes we dont need to aim really, all we gotta do is look up

and pay attention for the right moment.

2009-10-11T18:51:00.002+08:00

"You got to reach out a little more."~Careful, Paramore

Today i felt so motivated to study..! =) i actually sat down for 3h plus with breaks of course to study maths. im proud of myself kay? -.-

frisbee saw 5 people and me getting it stuck up there. ya...my fault.of course.
but we managed to get it down. with this checklist.

HOW TO GET FRISBEE DOWN IN CASE OF EMERGENCY MUST HAVE:
1. stones for a start
2. get pissed and throw bottles.
3. attempts on the pipe and swing by the bars to whack it down
4. sacrifice money to buy bottle to only get it stuck up there 5 min later
5. go get bamboo pole and stool. and a tall guy.
6. if all fails, throw wx.
7. if she does fail, throw pin. no choice le. you're out of options arent you. -.-

being bored. sy's fb note prob gave me the final laughs for the day. cant wait, for fri. then i can do anyth i want? lol

meanwhile, jy for exams. again. for those who still hav that is. =)

false assumptions and clever moves.

2009-10-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

"Some people have to keep on trying, double, triple, their effort. But you'll make it through."~Mum

to my surprise, she was not very angry, at least not how she sounded on the phone. i went out today and yesterday to study! lol. i soo hardworking rite? haha. played at brian's hse after eng before heading to ws lib to study with jm,wx and brian. cyrus didnt come. T.T the food overpriced. lol.

AND DAMN YOU WX. DAMN YOU. -.- but i say that er. i cant describe how fun it was, coz a lot of things happened. damn ridiculous. =) i studied hist with great focus! learnt better i think. got a better grasp. got to do such things more often. =)

no pics today. oh ya, yesterday's study session was at expo haha. weird. (i spelt correctly)
think today's one was more fruitful. mindy's laughter is somewhat similar to jeaneve. both laugh like crazy. like crazy. as in, really like crazy. -.-

i enjoyed these days..haha. studying could never be ~~more fun~~funner. today reached home around 10.20. wow. i guess on brian's com it'll be 11.20. super late huh.

eng paper was screw up? not sure. i really wasnt in the mood, but had to write. it was so sian. sth like that. i got 24 for newspaper report thing! YOU KNOW I SO HAPPY. -.-

it has always been said that life isnt a straight road.

but if you could go as fast as the speed of light, even the worst turns could be for the better.

2009-10-06T20:51:00.004+08:00

"Everything begins when everything ends."~Chen Jie

exams in...3 days. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -.-

spent the day studying history. im hardworking! haha.

This one's the first one, not edited yet.

edited one. we (chen jie and me) worked hard on this...even if dont like also say like ah. -.- chen jie did most of the animation, let's just say i took care of other stuff. haha.

the mosque on fire! brian did u miss it? lol. i never been soooo close to a fire before. had to take 12 in the end. actually 12 quite fast i think. alternative route next time. =)

ok, back to studying and watching mentalist later lol. and i think got typo in previous post. next time then edit. haha

OH!!!!!!!!!!!one LAST THING ------> chen jie's password! his password is ********. i noe very anti-climax. cant say. think he'll change it anyway.

we came from the same seed; but grew to become a different flower.

2009-10-04T17:50:00.006+08:00

"I hope to lose myself for good. I hope to find it in the end."~You, Switchfoot

today frisbee we invented a new game lol. not really working out, but gotta see how we can improve it, or else it might as well be deemed as FAIL.

my bear. i noe it's not good ah. lol. give me thumbs up for effort? i worked it till 3 in the morning just to finish this! (blue furry idiot)

ok, not to mention his blind too. -.-

haiz. he looks so stiff and grumpy...like no eyes, no nose. wtf. -.-

nice shot of him lol. eh, i think i can be a photographer next time!!!!!!! ( nods head in the fullest support for my distant ambition )

prob the next thing i'll show would be the art animation vid cj and i made. so cool! it's the best but, i appreciate cj for his super effort! of course if you ask me i'd say ours is the best. -.-

fine. i wont.

jy for ur exams. =)

in hardship we shall never falter, in pain we shall suffer, all but never alone.

2009-10-01T15:02:00.005+08:00

"You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now."~Iris, Goo Goo Dolls

this song is nice.

going to grandparents' hse for dinner later =) anw. i love that bell! the bell that sounds on the first of every month. it's so nice to hear, to hear that another month has gone by. =)

and. i never rebond my hair wtf? maybe the track ppl miss me too much haha -.-

so long nvr see me alr. dunno how i look like le. o.o but maybe it's too late u noe, to go back. too much has been done to amend all the wrong. i do hope im wrong.

looks very nice riteeeeee???????? XD want? i make for you lol.

i got hit in the face by the soccer ball. today soccer challenging? haha. more things to do.

i'll show u guys my bear next time. if i finish it.

even if your footsteps are buried away in the snow, you will leave traces of me behind.

2009-09-29T21:04:00.003+08:00

"Je suis vraiment seule."~Je t'aime et tu me fais souffrir, Kenza Farah

tmr french exam ah. im feeling a tinge of nervousness. just a tinge; coz i noe i didnt prepare well, gonna faiiiil.

my bear is dead, how bout that. im alr thinking of what's going to happen on thurs when i hand that blue furry idiot in. she's going to say: "well, i extended the time for you but you still haven't complete? aiyo! i have no choice but to give u !" i...hav no comments on that then.

i got a couple more things to cover for french before i end my "revision" . -.-
the EOY coming soon...less ppl online le, it's as if they all got banned from com or sth.
and of course, i have to make some rules for myself too.

1. more revision than looking around for a drink in the fridge
2. screw fifa.
3. wed will be known as: "stuck-in-the-middle-of-the-wk-moronic-absolute-dread-day"
4. accustom myself to the ways of Professor Dom.
5. blog less often..so ya. less often. when im free. haiz. >.<

happy studying everyone =)

back to square one

let me clear up the mess I made.

2009-09-28T18:40:00.007+08:00

"I can't explain what you can't explain."~It Ends Tonight, All American Rejects

suddenly i love this song so much lol.

i like this stanza:

A falling star
Least I fall alone
I can't explain what you can't explain
You're finding things you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

anw. exams not very far away le. and my french exam on wed o.o not going to pass >.< me =")">

the woman who served me was soooo....idk. wierd?

me: auntie, 是这种的.

she: 可以不要叫我auntie 吗,我有那么老吗?

i kept telling the rest how she was pissed at me...then she kept ignoring me lol. tried to talk to her 3 times but failed...she was on the phone -.-

i couldnt stop laughing when she talked to me. lol -.-

so i have to get the hist tb in 3 days at tamp. guess no revision for hist today.

this is how this wk prob looks like:

Mon: stupid 造句test.

Tue: Stay back for phy for abt..35 min? and then go collect hist tb

Wed: French Exam at 3 i think. till 5.

Thurs: Home Econs Test on ONE chapter. screw them. and my bear! f***!!!

Fri: think im free. for the last fri...before exams. next fri got english le.

just in case you think im slacking...around 40 more of these to go. for animation.

the phone rings. but no one answers.

all the wires are cut; we're dead, inside and out.

2009-09-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

"Time flies- another few more weeks to holiday...another few months to sec 3..."~Jonathan

lol. there u go. -.-

woke up at 11.30 today. too tired i guess.

had dinner at the sizzler! so nice! i had some mushroom cheese steak. nice! then got free flow of salads and soups. also got icecream but only three flavors.had 3 bowls of mushroom soup and someother tomato soup? im not sure.

went to j8 from ang mo kio and walked around there. then waited for 57 but coz of F1, it took super long so we decided to take 59 at the last minute. we were heading for some market or sth like that. my mum, bro, mum's fren and i ran from one side of bishan interchange to the other ( well almost one side to one side). so fun! like no one there alr! =) took taxi home later.

i could cry naming my flaws, but your smile made me perfect.

2009-09-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

"And now all I can see are the planets in a row suggesting it's best to slow down."~Dark Blue, Jack's Mannequin

im worn out. feeling happy inside. but im sleepy alr. im supposed to pack my table but the whole day just drained me.

PE( basketball) + Mr Koh's jokes -.- + a bit of screwed up soccer during recess + cha cha music lesson lol + maths boredom + curry pie + trying to study for french oral on bus + screwed up je ne comprend pas french oral + having fun with calculator to see who can reach 1000 first and 100( damn fun! like we were all spamming the equal button) + walking from one end of the train to the other trying to ignore communters' stares + alone after tanah merah station + frisbee + no appetite for dinner + craving for hotdog = my day? -.-

the calculator thing. we spammed the equal sign on the calculator to see who can reach hundred first. initially it was supposed to be 1000 but we died trying to do so. sheng wei recorded the vid down for the 1-100 spam. me and joshua looked like crazy fools spoiling their calculators. the vid funny haha.

nites. i can see the end of this art proj.. I WILL complete the bear. haiz.

million miles to go; destination: nowhere.

2009-09-24T19:40:00.005+08:00

"Because of love, the yearn for love, the emptiness in your heart that can only be filled by love."~Feng Yuan

ur compo rocks! lol

chi ca4 hard. first compre i didnt understand it enough, and i left blanks in the paper till the last fifteen minutes or so.

Taken from: http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/slideshow/photo//090923/photos_/

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so cool! the sydney dust storm =)

today sch was okay, but the fun really started after sch. brian and i met wx at bedok mrt station before heading to ws subway. pin came and then we all took turns playing her ipod touch haha. wx was soo irritating. come to think of it, i forget what was the reason we tore the paper up in the end -.-

played frisbee till seven plus. cyrus, wx, pin, jm, jean and me. fun while it lasted. guys got owned. >.<

joshua gave me some links to study for french. need to study l8r. at least get a bit of it. dont want to be so dumb? =.=

perfection is defined by defection.

2009-09-22T18:34:00.005+08:00

"Fate rarely calls upon us at the moment of choosing."~Optimus Prime, Transformers

got this from kailuuuuuuuuu. -.-

anw. sci practical pratically a screw. it's so retarded in many ways. they asked us to balance a ruler that cant be balanced. jing xiang, YOU, nvr wash the test tubes properly, had to wash them for you. again. with different results. nice one. i almost forgot to draw the filtration diagram, until i was doing physics, suddenly rmb abt the diagram. i could have lost so much more marks but i didnt! =) lol. but i could have gained so much more marks, but i didnt. need to wear goggles? i didnt. dumb enough to noe goggles werent place on the table for no apparent reason.

me and cj are masters of google sketch up hahaha =))))

fish. out of water. not very clear. it's actually half fish, half bone.

i found inspiration for my eng compo le! mushrooms will surround me topic.

time blossomed but left me alone to rot.

2009-09-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

"We were not given the ability to dream without the strength to realise it."~ Our Dreams For Singapore

a book. from ndp. ya. i realised it would be stupid, to not say sth today. so i want to say sth. happy hari raya aidilfitri to all! =) tmr there'd be no monday blues i guess. there'd be tuesday turmoil? -.-

i have to say sth here. i admit im scared. im scared. im scared. im really scared. i feel cold. extremely cold. i could start shivering. idk. because.idk.i just dontknow. im scared. im scared sth will happen. and i noe it will. it's a matter of time.

all mirrors can be shattered, no one is made of diamond.

we are all those papers beneath that briefcase.

2009-09-18T22:47:00.005+08:00

"A great man never cracks under pressure."~Afiq

i no mood to study, no mood to do art, no mood to do anything that requires much of my brain. tired of thinking; you can call it.

i just came back from the burning of offerings for the (end?) of hungry ghost festival. i went down prob before the sept hols, not sure the exact date. i told myself in my head that if the spirits of my ancestors were really looking after me, something good will happen. but i guess nth came out from it. but then again, it all depends on ur definition of a good thing.

OUR CHI TFU PROJ OWNS!!!!HAHA. rayson draw the tree so nice. all of us write together so pro!! haha. great job. a stimulation of the previous rushed sci proj. -.-

idk what to say abt art. no one's telling me what to do anymore.

i'm sorry.

let the world halt, but not the passion that burns.

2009-09-16T20:06:00.009+08:00

"No one is perfect. The moment you think you are, you're in trouble."~Mr Koh

i've been busy. with art? ya. cj and me arent planning to sleep tonite. so imagine seeing me like a mindless zombie trying to find my mind tmr morn. -.- CJ TMR MORNING WILL BE AN OIL TANK OUT OF OIL. :O

was testing out the tablet thingy. i made jm believe that i could really write so neat on the com. lol.

SUN. it's part of the GREAT ENVIRONMETAL CRISIS SAVE THE PENGUINS; SAVE THE WORLD VIDEO. it is inspiring and will touch a million hearts. -.-

i actually had e advertisement made to advertise it but i accidentally clicked the erase all button. and so no advert.

the film will be released on 12 oct. tho trailers will be seen everywhere!!!

directed by chen jie and edwin, well known for the movie, Art Epic-ally Screwed Up My Life. stay tuned for more sneak peaks into what's set up to be this year's greatest and most anticipated animated film after Disney's Up.

I got rayson's phone!!! i sms vanessa for you ah. damn fun lol. nice to talk to her.-.-

okok. i gtg to do work le. maybe tmr (after midnight ill post again) sounds stupid but i just want to make myself a promise, so that i can post on my hopefully accomplished art proj progress. hehehe. now that was just retarded.

Happy birthday Fy!it was on mon. prob felt bad for u...sch reopen and ur b'day same day. -.- dont evovle into EMOshroom or ANGRYshroom. stay that dormant shroom. jkjk. Happy b'day again. -.- oh how i can be so longwinded.

i crossed my last fingers, i knew it wont keep for long

2009-09-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

"We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate."~Delicate, Damien Rice

from litong. whoever she is. so i broke the "post chain". think it was 9 days of continuous posts. yesterday( like 1/2 hour ago) broke it. Awwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Happy b'day to Siying Jie Jie! wheee! had chestnut cake lol.

top view..

er. top view too?

brighter version.

dont know what to call this view -.-

eric koko and siying jiejie.

self-explanatory i think

later got frisbee. im tired but dont feel like sleeping. im always like that.

edwin says:
retarded
YA
waste of time
chio oral killed my wed

Pin says:
wow..

edwin says:
make me feel so horrible
o.o
typo
*chi
lol chio

Pin says:
chio oral..

edwin says:
wonder how it is like

Pin says:
it cant exist..

edwin says:
can
why not

Pin says:
how.

edwin says:
the oral
was super pretty!

Pin says:
that doesnt make sense..

edwin says:
pretty oral
the oral was beautiful
second chance is damn nice

Pin says:
yeah
we were singing it in sentosa..

lol. sch gonna start le!!!! sian. The school is ready for me; BUT IM NOT READY FOR THE SCHOOL!!!! i sense term 4 is closest to death i'll ever be. all the more we will get over it. jy guys!

empty house with an open roof; let it rain forever, shower us in our mistakes.

2009-09-11T12:11:00.002+08:00

"If you listen to your intuitive soul, you walk with a gentle heart, a joyous heart, the heart of a child!"~Third Aunt

i'm officially sick. yesterday i slept well lol. so you can asssume that for the past few days i have been UN-officially sick. my aunt ( the one who came to visit yesterday while trying to get frisbee down with rock.) insists i should go see the doctor. and i pretty much have no choice but to listen to her

im at my grandparents' hse. i didnt really dao cj.

he smsed me: The point is that all material is with you. So you go white sands and buy the material so we can start doing

i replied: I'M AT MY GRANDPARENTS HSE. I'm freaking not feeling well

cj: Y (no reply)
cj: Y are you at your grandparents house so early and what are you suffering from? ( no reply)

my comments: i was sleeping. need to rest. so i woke up around 11, to find 4 smses, and 6 missed calls. cj makes it sound like im dying from a terrible disease. O.o

cj: Don't dao me la. Hen ( he meant when) girl sms you, you reply. When i sms you, you dao me. You are a sexist!

my comments: I really laughed at this one. LOL. sexist? wtf. this sms makes me more want to dao him haha. how u noe got girl sms me? -.- anw, phone buttons hard to press.hard to reply.

brian, where'd did you go for ur hols?

i asked some guru application? on fb. "Am I stupid?"
it replied: Of course you are!" T.T
any chance of failing SA?

today's 911. let's have one min of silence.

facing four walls, trapped.

you look up to see the skies waiting for you.

2009-09-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

"TRY HARDER TO BRING ME DOWN WITH THOSE WORDS OF YOURS HA HA HA HA HA."~Jasmine

o.o renda ur gf.

(frisbee) sy didnt come today. so it went dull. but it was still okay later on. not as tired this time. we got two frisbees down! yay.

waiting for dinner now. and ulcers seem to get worse in the night. coz i have less to do and just seem soooo concerned abt it. haiz.

the lamp post shines for the lonely road

the warmth promised no loneliness

2009-09-09T20:41:00.004+08:00

"You must know what you have and others don't."~Ken, Singapore Idol

im watching singapore idol as i am typing this. the ulcer is just irritating. ARGH. feel like cutting it off. but i dont want to be in pain. but im alr in pain. my ulcer comes around every 2-4 months. repetitive.

fy,cliff and cj came to my hse today. fy, You're ADDICTED TO FIFA. cliff, You're ADDICTED TO BOMB IT AND AVATAR. cj, You're ADDICTED TO er. AH. YES. SEEING WX.

frisbee again! =) first time for a long time i'd played so many times in a week. A good thing. haha. fun uh.

ulcer forces me to rest. T.T

they were like lemon and lime, pen and paper.

i was probably the apple and the typewriter.

2009-09-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

"You can stab a person and withdraw the knife but it doesn’t matter how many times you say ‘I’m sorry,’ because the wound will remain."~Phang Shijing

she's from..er. coral sec.

today morn was soooo slow. like super slow. alone, no one in the hse. woke up early to play fb and see google sketch-up crap.

I now hate, google-sketch up. ITS BLOODY LAG!!!! DAMN YOU/IT/WHATEVER/PROGRAM/WORK ITS SO LAG; THAT I CANT EVEN MOVE THE CURSOR. I SO PISSED THAT I SLAMMED THE BLOODY DOOR AND BANGED THE BLOODY TABLE ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

back, to better things. jm despo. want to play frisbee. and badminton. ~~but it was pretty much a screw up~~ i er.change my mind. here's why.

me & jm play badminton for like 5 min?
wait for pin to finish chinese compo.
then sy came =)
play for a while be4 pin had to go to down town east.
then wenxi came.
then play till 7 plus. damn tiring. but fun haha.

i want to do well for oral, and I WILL. i shall harness the MR WANG JUN+ CHEN JIE power = MR WANG JIE power!!!!!!!!!!! powerpuff girls will get owned!!!!!!!-.-
i bit myself. bled. and i hate my ulcer.

a forced smile is a hidden lie

a true smile is the beautiful truth

2009-09-07T13:21:00.002+08:00

"Wad is becoming of this world...a wild beast running amok in my house."~Feng Yuan

short one. at grandparents' hse now, sent two google sketch up drafts to cj alr.

it's not the nicest; but give me some award for effort. -.-

i slept at 7 yesterday...slept for 11h!

my cousin was busying playing dora. Not, dota. i didnt realise 'r' and 't' were so close. now i know. but now she's going. and i hav nth to do. haiz.

hide me amongst your shadows, protect me amongst your fellows.

2009-09-06T13:23:00.002+08:00

"It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep."~ Fireflies, Owl City.

this song is nice. i heard it be4, but i was joshua that gave me the name ;D

5 days of continuous blogging. did i break record? -.-

today frisbee was damn fun! sy came haha. guessed he sacrificed doraemon. finally. silly blue thing it is. so there were pin,wx,jm,sy,yj & bro and me. Boys Vs Girls fun.

you probably think that i came here to post that today's frisbee was fun. and you're right..lol. sy should come more often. =)

the moment had been savoured and gone; but those memories linger on.

2009-09-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

"Someone once told me that you can't expect too much of yourself, because it will only give others the impression to expect much more than you can actually give."~Debbie Tan

blog-hopped, read posts on teachers' day. how different ppl celebrated it. 4 days after teachers' day and im still talking abt it.

a small segment will be dedicated to my memory. see what things left the most deep impressions in my mind.

P1: 1.crying. definitely i rmb. 2. hit my head against debbie (you)'s head. to avoid confusion with debbie tan, whoever she is. 3. get second place throughout the entire yr! =)

P2: 1. relieved to get third place in EOY. 2. The Ian-runaway

P3 & P4: 1. handwriting screwed, had to use recess to correct it. =/ 2. farah the point-face. XD always wanting to get extra points. she just added me on fb lol. 3. compared with deb to see who can write the smallest, it's lame, but ya. 4. grades dropped. 5. got questioned by Mrs. Poh on comparing her with Mr.Tan.

P5: 1. learnt how to play frisbee. 2.third place in east zone frisbee competition. sian. lost to yori's sch if not wrong. 3. prefect duties very fun. 4. acted? i rmb tying shoelaces on stage...lol. 4. MUST. NOT. SHUFFLE. YOUR. FEET. 5. mdm/mrs chia (robotics) made me cry. T.T 6.lost njrc, and oh m. chia was pissed alright.

P6: 1. OMG! last children's day! 2. won the interclass frisbee competition! =) nicholas said, " we did it! we won!" 3.prelims epic fail. 4. spammed frisbee after PSLE. 5. 253! 6. Victoria School. wow.

what 6 years.

i couldnt bring myself to wake up today. ri you suo si ye you suo meng = what you think in the day is what you dream at night. i thought that yesterday was a dream. i wanted it to be. so i could wake up peacefully. i dreamt the frisbee was still in my bag ( i stupidly checked wtf) and i was in VIP lol.

~~no frisbee tmr..sianz.~~ i take back my words!!! =) yay lol. at least there's badminton in the evening. =)

i cant force you to believe; but i can force you to try to believe.

2009-09-04T19:50:00.005+08:00

"It's the feelings you can't buy."~Rayson

i. dont know what to say. imlosteverythingseemssorightbutitisnotanymore

hey rayson looks like u'll be making ur journey on ur own; unless someone is gonna be there.

played frisbee for pe. fun. had a great time.

results were better than last time's. but im not gonna die. no one's road straight. i get it. we all fail. it's okay. we all think. all the time, dont we?

i dont want to sound so crazy. so. ill cheer up. =)

emo-ing.

happy face. fine. surprise face.

emo again.

waves. not sure if it is today's. or at ecp de.

tree stump.

tables?

guess who's. =)

ships. ya...

these waves damn nice.

RAYSON + VANESSA = LOVE. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

o.o.o.o.o.o.o

last sight of the frisbee. i have half the mind to go back to tmr. but then again, let it go.

fy evolved into emoshroom!!!!!!!!!

lalala.

i feel better now. talked to joshua on phone now lol.

let the past be washed away, drowned.

you don't need evidence, the past will always be the present in your heart.

thx guys. im refering to everyone. for everything.=)

2009-09-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

"A slip of the foot may be soon recovered; but that of the tongue perhaps never."~Thomas Fuller

Had VIP interview today. i waited for pretty long.

Waiting Room:

At start: Chen Jie + Me + Jin Kai
Then it was: Jin Kai + Me + Chen Jie + Celine/Serene?idk some cedar girl. ( FRANCIS!!!UR CLASSMATE!!!! -.-) + some VS guy whom i dun noe.

Then: Chen Jie + Me + Celine/Serene + VS Guy

Then: Me + Celine/ Serene + VS Guy

Then: Me + Celine/ Serene

Then: ...Me.

Then: Me + a 2A person.

Then: Go interview.

I asked the principal how old he was, but he refused to answer me. oh well. hope i do well, =)

Miss Melissa didnt mark my home econs. T.T rejected? maybe. but ,nvm.

tmr going to pasir ris beach for chinese proj. what a way to ease into the hols. tmr got frisbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! cant wait. pls dont rain haha.

i would also like to wish jonathan a happy birthday! =) and in advance, HAPPY HOLS! tho its one wk, and not much of a break.

the body is a cage to your soul. We can never die.

2009-09-02T16:05:00.004+08:00

"Not everyone can become a great artist, but a great artist can come from anywhere."~Anton Ego, Ratatouille

i liked the first half of sch, but didnt fancy the second part. did medians and modes and means for maths, and chinese for well, chinese. -.- AND, I SCORED A GOAL DURING RECESS! =) proud of myself haha. khairul trusted me with the ball. maybe it was meant for aloysius. idk. but i flipped a coin, and it was heads. meaning, i was meant to score goals. =.=

eng was stupid. before art ray dismantled stuff in my pencil case. pissed. art was arggggggh. i was idk. angry at nth, ya. wasnt pissed at cj, nor the art, nor the 3d crap. it was nth. hist lesson studied a little, watched Gundhi.

i got told off by an old lady too. for blocking her way to tap her ezlink card (on the bus). we were like still a distance from the bus stop, and i was going to get off there too. but guess she was being stupid, so ya, let her be. and the wall was my only support, how did she expect me to stand w/o holding on to sth? haiz. so i had to hold a bar in an awkward position which was hard. wtv. forget this.

so now im going to prepare for VIP interview. i know it's late. been delaying. i have myself to blame.

why do we live; to only die?

why do we meet; to only say goodbye?

why do we remember; to only forget?

2009-09-01T20:30:00.006+08:00

"Nothing in the world is so superficial."~Yi Jun

She's right. about everything she said. about everything. and. it's very, saddening. haiz.

but put the sad things away coz...HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! it has been a year. since i celebrated teachers' day in ws.

played frisbee with zhi hao's class. ms low said cant play, but we got to thank yj for somehow managing. =)

went to t3 with pin,brian,jas,da,des,gz,ven,cyrus. ate at food court.hung around for a while before heading home. got pics on the class blog..ya.

rested for a while at home before going to suntec to have dinner at crystal jade restaurant. it was okay, you can call the portions oversized.

and...back to teachers' day.

teachers' day is just one of those days that we can go back to our ex-sch. i used to think teachers' day is just one of those days they go back to see their teachers. i didnt know how it felt, you know, to miss sth so much. that was when i was still in pri sch, watching as students dressed in other sch uniforms walk in, and talk with so much familiarity with our teachers, sometimes making me think more than our own.

But now i know. now i know. now i know that teachers' day is not just one of those days. i took 8 yrs to find out.it is a day, where we go back to the foundation which serves as a reminder, a refresher of what we used to be. it is beautiful to remember.

We can never be what you used to be; but we can be as close as what we used to be.

I LOVE 6COMPASSIONATE. I DONT CARE WHERE U GUYS ARE, (in myanmar counts too) WE ARE, TOGETHER. =)

why are some people just remembered by their cracks and not what makes the ground blossom?

2009-08-30T12:04:00.002+08:00

"Maybe the timing is beating our hearts."~Empty, Click Five

weeeeeeeeee......just came back from frisbee. and just washed the balcony. and..just sent cj the hist reflection. im still deciding if i should help out tmr or not. i wan to meet at tanah merah mrt!! T.T if i helping out...i going to go there alone i think.

i dont have much time left today, going to bathe soon then go eat lunch celebrate my mum's b'day. then go grandparents' hse. ya..but anw, i dun really care abt tmr, so im happy! and exams over. =))))) but i still worry abt art proj. =/

Happy b'day mummy! =) lol . weeee .i think she's..39? or 40? doesnt really matter. ily. =)

the window's closed. but the rain still comes in. just like how you walk through my opaque door.

2009-08-29T18:25:00.003+08:00

"Whole day only noe how to bluff urself."~Sheng Wei aka the french master so pro that even loic cannot win him =)))

all the smses sheng wei and i had. in fb it's wall-to-wall. here it's...hm. i think inbox-to-outbox. it's not edited btw.

Sheng Wei: U got into ip?

Me: I haven't wen for e interview yet. U got in rite

Sw: Whens ur interview?

Me: Ans my qn

Sw: dun mention it la. I very sad =(

Me: Damn u. Dont lie can? Please

Sw: Wait. U answer mine first. Ur gf got in?

Me: I no gf

Sw: U hav la. Tell me if she got in?

Me: She's not my gf. She hasnt got e results yet So now ans truthfully

Sw: So she not ur good fren la .

Me: ANS MY QN! I noe u got in!

Sw: So she ur good fren?

Me: YA. Ok. Ans e qn

Sw: So she ur gf la. ?

Me: YAH. Can ans me now

Sw: Ok u satisfy me that she ur gf. Not bad not bad. Shan't remark on ur taste. . . .Now to answer ur question. I got in la.

Me: So pro. Gratz. U going?

Sw: Not sure. If i can get in. . .U surely able to get in

Me: I cant. I noe it alr...got a bad feeling. What grp were u in?

Sw: Y

Me: I'm S. Y stands for: yes sure can get in. S stands for: sucker! Sure cannot de!

Sw: Dun be lame. Whole day only noe how to bluff urself.

Me: I can bluff myself abt everything, like i got into ip; but there's one thing i cant bluff:...............

Sheng wei's proness

Sw: And thats u being a genius.

Me: It takes a genius to counter a genius- a better genius, like sheng wei

Sw: Sigh. . .

Me: Let's quit arguing. U sick again

Sw: U **** me off. dunno Wads wrong w u

Me: So. U still sick? I'm asking as an act of concern...

Sw: Wow suprise suprise. I not sick liao .

Me: U skip sch so many times...

Sw: Its called medical leave.

so im left with chem hmk. i dunno how to do. separation techniques. T.T

hope nth goes wrong tmr..

and RI mon holiday!!! zzzz dammit. -.- but i treat mon like a hol anw...

You told me you let all the words I said float off in a bottle,

but i knew, siempre estuvo en tu corazón

2009-08-28T20:53:00.005+08:00

"A problem shared is a problem halved."~Red Thread

Happy b'day Serene! lol, u dont noe me. -.- anw u dont sound like an outcast. =)

i had miserable meals today.

Breakfast: 1 small roll of cake.
Lunch: Instant noodles. the packet so small. T.T
Dinner: less than half bowl of rice and luncheon meat fried with egg and tomato sauce..

played actual frisbee today! =) last wk we practised throwing...spammed them. PE was so fun. cant wait for the next one. =) AND CJ, IM WAITING FOR U TO SHOW UP OK.

Well, almost two years have gone since the final teachers' day in pri sch. we have all changed, many ways all more than one. What have you become?

To let the past drag and hinder you is destructive but at the same time, the most beautiful thing.

2009-08-26T16:41:00.006+08:00

"Bored of this reality."~Mel Djiwatama

mr tan didnt come today. so no english paper returned=)
i feel soo sad lol. crumbling. especially art. pissed. that we were gonna die if we dont complete the animation. even if there were like 4 weeks more. im hoping that we can complete it, using google sketchup that is.

and i got 12/15 for hist. =( sian. i could have gotten 13! most ppl got 13. haiz. i think i'll start revising for hist alr. headstart -.-

also. i didnt know teachers' day is a full day off. thought it was half-day. so it's half-day on mon? and therefore tues is no sch. ya. and preparation for teachers' day & celebration all on mon! i didnt know until cyrus told me

met cyrus on the bus. he called me for stupid reasons...could have just called my name. i was talking to shi hao's bro on the bus. he's okay.. when cyrus and i got off the bus, we saw yj's mom. WOW. first time i met so many ppl =)

wish me luck for english. and, a good day tmr.

HAPPY B'DAY!!!! to pin. red head haha. JY! SHREE WILL ALWAYS BE WAITING FOR YOU!!!! =))))))))))))))
~Shree-ish!

fate's in a crystal ball. why do we choose to believe something trapped within glass;

over yourself?

2009-08-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

"Friends are like balloons. Once you let them go, you might not get them back."~Xenia

took that from des' fren. anw. im worried sick abt tmr. im worried abt hist. im worried abt ccp. im worried abt sci pratical. im worried abt maths. someone HELP me. -.-

french was short today.had pepper lunch at j8. kicked couple of rocks to lang centre. and...there was some drumming band? sth like that. 8 boys and 8 girls, from japan. quite nice. damn loud lol

i cannot, cannot wait for tmr to end. im prepared to disappoint myself..

a blind corner, two bicycles and a perfect match.

2009-08-23T00:54:00.003+08:00

"Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason."~I Miss You, Blink 182

a late post. i can hear thunder and see lightning, hopefully no rain l8r or storm, frisbee wont be cancelled! and..i dont know how many ppl anw. mon will give me back science paper, and maybe more. i dont want to face it. -.-

so i'll be trying to enjoy my weekend, before everything screws up on mon. =/

i will remember to bring td tmr...8GB! =.=

let the thunder sound, let the lightning strike, let the rain fall.

but let me not lose control of everything else.

2009-08-21T18:51:00.005+08:00

Took a while, but...

100th post! =) lol. but not really anyth to celebrate abt here.

"Never EVER."~Chen Jie jy!!! i feel so bad. cant help u much. sry.

happy b'day brian! =) was wondering why ur parents fetched you. now i probably know.

cj's rushing the sci proj now. along with marcus and fy. jy guys. =) i dont know what i can help with. so ya.

~~5 more days to serene's b'day. a wk more to pin's. lol~~opposite. a wk's to serene's, and 5 day's to pin's lol.

8:44p.m. : they are almost done...
9:08p.m. : left fy le..
hopefully by 9.20 they'll be done.
10:18 p.m.: so much for 9:20. done! after lots of calls and email lags. ya..

GRATZ PPL -.-

always build your hut before it rains, and we, together, will rejoice in rain.

we rain together.we shine together.

2009-08-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

"希望你会有希望."~Nelson

exams.are over.but my second fear is coming, results. maybe they are worse than exams. chi already came. im scared bad results would ruin my day tmr. GOT PE!!!

hist exam was hard. i screwed it up. hist teacher said all points would b direct, i dont see them now..

i need some space to be happy. do something i really like. enjoy.>.<

before i go, i want to make a promise to myself.-.-

I, EDWIN CHUE, WILL REMEMBER TO WEAR HIS BADGE TOMORROW, OR ELSE I WOULD BE PUNISHED BY GIVING GUY er..i think first. i'll ge to this tmr. and i have to keep the thought that today's a fri. PE's not done yet. =)

1 heart = loner. 2 hearts = perfection. 3 hearts = trouble. 4 hearts =...family.

2009-08-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

"Is this mankind's last chapter?"~Jun Xuan
his speech so good. lol

LAST EXAM----History pineapple tart.

i was on 53 and saw my bro outside waving like a monkey. yes, he is a monkey. u'd agree with me totally.

french was...hard. and it was postponed to wed. coz got lots of exams.(4 exams i mean) but it's not that im disregarding hist. nth to revise de. ya...

shawn's coming back on mon..wow. skip 3 exams. not bad. -.-

confidence is a medicine; we all need a doctor sometimes.

2009-08-17T17:46:00.002+08:00

"Life is like a box of chocolates. But I don't know why."~Eric koko? korkor? lol
had to dig this one from his achives..way back in when he was still not married. lol
and i did that a long time ago. -.-

got ccp and chem to wrap up, like a present box -.-

and...i got confession to make!!! =)
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down.
a bit more kay?
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maybe you can see all this in one page.
fine.
it's not all that surprising
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im making it seem like a huge thing.
so..
ya.
5.
4.
3.
2.
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CJJJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i take the pen refill de. saw isaac unscrew the pen and take out the refill, dumped it on cliff's table. haha
i took it from cliff's table and placed it on ben's table. sabo him. lol
so funny =) dun kill me if u see this

i dun need to know why you're here to know you're already here.

2009-08-16T02:03:00.004+08:00

"Comparisons are easily done once you had a taste of perfection."
~Thinking Of You, Katy Perry

im up doing revision and ccp(which i plan to start after this.)
my grandfather's awake haha. exam day is less than a day away!!!

still have: ccp, final revision for chem, french(maybe), maths(idk what to revise),hist, not forgetting chi.

maybe im going to fail all these...everything seems so rush. but im gonna fail trying-.-
bing zhu ye du!! lol

i'll mem chi l8r? ask my mum for the pin yin. i will have the afternoon for that. so i got later all planned. hopefully. and revise chem on the BUS, damn. dad got some stupid course T.T cant fetch me from french. haiz

so much for mugging session. epic fail haha.

the window's open for you to jump.but the door's not open for you to go.

2009-08-15T00:56:00.001+08:00

"Don't let me go."~Never Say Never, The Fray

i was trying to post sth at 12am, but nth came to mind. im doing art now, trying to get this boulder off my shoulder, so i can be that little bit happier! =)

Around 8 or more scenes left!!! yay!!! so happy haha. now it's 8.22 pm. lol

back to art, art, and more art.

cant wait to get to the end of next wk.

heart seeks for love; mind seeks for peace. let's seek for an ice blend.

2009-08-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

"Perseverance is a virCHUE don't give up."~Chen Jie

lolol. im working on art now.. and he's gonna call me every 3h.to check my progress. wth. so it'll be: 3pm, 6pm,9pm(fast approaching),12am. he did call. but i was tired..and slacking. im gonna study hard past twelve..=)

Exam schedule looks like this.

Mon: English, HMT, French.<-----bloody sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bugger!!!!!!!lol
Tue: Chem, CCP(stupid, i hate this.)
Wed: Maths. im going to screw this one. so i'll lie to myself that i can do well.hope it works somehow.
Thurs: Hist. that'll be...one SBQ.
Fri: FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

i find chem very interesting and complicated. i like to learn it but not to study it. ya...

snow has become an acid. save the penguins. don't boil them as supper

2009-08-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes we felt compelled to let go of life's cluster and a world lit by computer screens instead of the sun."~Breeks Cafe

i was there on mon, the food was okay, was at the airport one; to send my godparents off and celebrate my bro's b'day...

been a while since i've posted..lol. I WAS STUDYING! =) following a strict checklist of stuff i MUST DO.

Tue: Art, chinese zuo ye and ting xie

Wed: ting xie, chi proverbs thing, read eng newspaper article wksht,chem eqn and solubility table,home econs. ( glad i didnt go for the hockey thing. or else cant get all this done. and I KNEW IT! VS would win haha)

Today reads: chi proverbs, eng, chem(full revision) and french.lol

i met guan ze today, and cheng xi erm..yesterday? if im not wrong. water rise not bad.had it for lunch.

no pics. memory card crashed and died.awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww=(

but..i have poem! -.- reading prog de. Im proud of it. 11/12! the first time mr tan gave me that. my score was like 8,9,9,10,8,8,8,8,9.blah

An old man,
A young man,
A life's greatest lesson.
Tuesdays with Morrie.

Morrie knew his purpose,
A bridge to link.
The missing connection between life and death,
To understand both.

Mitch lost his way,
In the cold tundras.
The wings he grew,
Needed to be mended.

Mitch would travel seven hundred miles,
To find the star that would guide him back.
Morrie would teach forteen times,
To share the lasting gift that will enlighten all.

The untold tales of a dying man,
To be heard by a younger man.
One leaves his world,
The other starts his world.

~Poem for Tuesdays with Morrie Special thanks to...Rayson! haha.

history. his story.

2009-08-09T20:45:00.005+08:00

"Your faith walks on broken glass."~21 Guns, Green Day

i actually went to try fifa online 2. quite fun. and im watching singapore idol. stupid. i do have pics. of penguins.ya..i still have tmr to complete them. and tues. wtv

i dunno what to do now. oo! go fb ah. goodgoodgood.

i slept close to 4 yesterday, couldnt sleep. so i drew penguins, studied chi, drink lots of water, walk around the hse,read a book and do english. ya...

f***. idk why.

i dont think that everyone who runs away is a coward.

a medal should be given for their first achievement- doing the right thing.

2009-08-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

"Where would you be at 8.22p.m.?"~Chen Jie

12:34:56 7/8/09 the special moment. tho it lasted for like...1 sec.

i slept the afternoon away, did a bit of chem and went to rest. fell asleep in front of the lt.

national day celebration was ok. had some dont forget the lyrics on national themed songs. after that, stayed in classroom and watch ppl throw newspaper, ping-pong balls all over the place. followed by chem, quite nice. so here i am, abt to fall asleep once again, unless someone or something wakes me up

and i actually went to check up on polarisation. lol.

HAPPY B'DAY.... S'PORE!!! =) so where will u be at 8.22p.m.? and also to my bro. tmr his b'day. =)

loves swirled around three hearts, but now, it's just the two of us.

2009-08-06T22:12:00.006+08:00

"I won't think of you in the same light ever again." ~ Mr Tan CK. i understand. it's not that i dont. things change. so do ppl.
SAVE THE EARTH! and love it too. haha.

im not good at this; late again. lol. HAPPY B'DAY to brandon. =) or the guy who saves me from debbie and farah.LOL.

met pin on the bus. lol. i thought he looked familiar when he got on. -.-
and saw my bro in 7eleven with dingxuan. claims to be hiding from zhi hao.

and...i lost the keys. and...found them. my parents found them. at the hse doorstep. got scolded. sian

last thing. SERENE! WHY YOU DELETE YOUR BLOG. OR WHATEVER U DID TO IT, DAMN IT. PUT IT BACK!!!!! ALTHO I DONT KNOW YOU. IT'S NICE! =(

http://www.sherlockliveson.blogspot.com/ help advertise sherlock holmes. =)

one leaves the world, the other starts his world.

2009-08-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

"Today I realised that actually no one really cares for you. They can try, but they will never fully succeed. This is why you have to care for yourself. Love yourself. Or no one will, because no one can." ~Serene

Got moved to the front of the class and..im not the least happy about it. i stayed at the back for soooooooo long!!! =( and mr tan got new record for wasting time: 45min. WORLD RECORD! OMG! -.- that's leaves him with 25 min.

and the maths test. i screwed the linear graph. i thought i would make mistakes in the curved one. the crosses were way out of place. so i kinda gave up( 5 min left!) and drew a "best-fit" line.lol

it's time to take the wheel, drive your life.it's time to get your independance day.

2009-08-03T22:06:00.005+08:00

"Traditon is the beauty of repetition." ~ Mr Low <-----i like this haha.

just spent an hour revising maths for tmr's test. =) hope i dont disappoint myself too much. i find myself pretty quiet today..idk why. lol

if i rmb correctly..my interview's on 28 aug. that'll be ...25 days to prepare.
o.o can make christmas song! ~~on the first day of...er~~ it's kinda on 3rdsept...damn. just checked.

for one of the few times i'd actually, paid attention in french! *WOW* and i learnt. =) we also played a game called connect-4. 3 ppl damn fun! and teacher showed us some clip abt this guy who got a girl's phone no by underlining words in his book. nice.

main events tmr:
waking up
trying to get ovr the fact that it's gonna be boring
maths test
opw presentation *better find the script back*
icas maths quiz

i like the idea of having a secret blog to scream ur life out. haha
recover soon cyrus, u have 3 days...-.-

when all lights are off, you're still on.

2009-08-01T23:21:00.007+08:00

"Keep on running and never look back."~Brian Chee
you're right.

still, feeling sick. lots of people are sick. it's almost sun...sianz. i slept quite a lot today. woke up at 8+ and then slept on sofa,leaving tv on. till the doorbell woke me up. slept at 12 plus to 3 plus.

i was supposed to organize my room..but abandoned the idea halfway.

I cant find political cartoons! maybe one. If anyone got any ideas for an art animation on the environment and me, please do not hesitate to tag or tell me! =) if ur idea's good...not a swensen's treat k, but erm..ill think of sth. sweets anyone?

And...HAPPY B'DAY MARCUS!!=)altho it's almost over...
u fri nvr come sch go birthday celebration is it?-.-

the mirror once had an equal reflection.

2009-07-31T15:39:00.004+08:00

"i'm a perfect person in this world.Everyone wants to be friends with me." ~Rayson

gonna go see doctor l8r. hope everything turns out okay=) im feeling better alr, yesterday both cough and flu equally bad. today more of flu than cough. but still, see doctor better.

today nth much happened. ya. im waiting for sth nice to happen. so ill keep waiting..

9.06pm: i just came back from the doctor. got normal flu. this is probably the worst flu i ever had >.<

if some people could listen to themselves, they would realise how bitchy they sound.

im guilty of this. Aren't you?

2009-07-30T22:04:00.003+08:00

" 他不是人, 他是猪." ~Shawn Tan

~~i think~~ im sick. got cough and flu le. o.o gonna see how i feel tmr. today sucked. boring.i took temp 4 times today: 36.3,36.9,36.6,36.6. and cj dunno doing what. i ask him for ideas for art. he kept ultra quiet. he asked me to wait...so i wait. hopefully dont fall asleep.

i read francis's blog. lol. his vocab quite pro. i read le quite some words i dun understand. then i read a girl named serene's blog. im kinda attracted to her blog right now. it pulls me in, again and again. idk why. then there's rayson's fren, vanessa's not really public blog. i kinda read it. it made me go, wow. -.-

it sets me thinking. what do we all live for? for who do we live for? why do we live? do we live because we are real, we feel, we understand. how would a loner live his life? what is our purpose? damn, the more i think, the more i think god does exist.

SOS. u're right pin. tissue box. need bring it. lol

they say, how can god help you if you dont help yourself?

but what if you arent given the chance at all to help yourself?

2009-07-29T20:16:00.006+08:00

"i need an impact on my life." ~chen jie. impact's not the only sweet u noe...-.-

my father angry at my bro. they are arguing over...a mop.DAMN STUPID!! haiz. it got to a point where my dad said," one more word and i'll slap you."

you know what i call this? abuse of power and authority. but my bro was also in the wrong. quarrel over a mop? oh comeon. we have better things to argue abt. like who ate the chocalate in the fridge.

PICS. let's see what i can re-find in my phone.

my cousin! that my bro doesnt really like. i like her. fun.

my uncle..

my aunt. and all these photos were taken by my cousin. she very bored uh.

my aunt. another aunt. who was here just now..help do hsewk lol.

grandmother! lol.

ok.still gota lot. got on my flipbook de, random shots, scrabble board, blah. tired today. i hate tuesdays. fine. i hate almost everyday.

blogger being horrible today. bugs.

some people think they always are right.they think they are the best.well, you're not.if you do, you dont deserve a life.to hell with you.

2009-07-28T21:46:00.004+08:00

" When i get a car, i'll drive it to india."~Amrit. lol. what's up with india. very far u noe.

been er...occupied. monday nite i was editing and thinking, editing and thinking,abt chem pp. just finished flipbook. it sucks! and jy cj! dun stay till 3am ah! ^__^

promise will post pics. as soon as i get enough time. maybe tmr? ya. maybe.
today mr tan gave me false happiness...he said swap chem for eng so no chem. thought no need present. so happy. turns out he was talking abt next wk. DAMN, cant he tell us properly.

I-OWE-YOU-LIST:

I owe...
1-Chen Jie 10cents.
2-Isaac swensens icecream. lol. max cookie summit!
3.~~Pin icecream.~~ think this one's dealt with

And now...YOU-OWE-ME LIST:

Jm owes me some money. owe money pay money! -.-"
hm. short list huh.

and damn you track person, whoever u are, for putting my name as Edwin Choo. and it wont be mr tan ck. coz i have no right to damn him. it's the opposite isnt it.

it's weird coming home to an emtpy hse. but it's a nice feeling. at least the maid's back where she belonged. home. like i am right now.

and ya, stay healthy. no point getting sick...i have cough. and recover soon yj, if u havent. and your bro too! =)

the seeds stand unprotected, but in the right conditions,

may it grow into the beautiful girl i see now.

2009-07-25T16:08:00.004+08:00

YAY!!!! I made it for VIP interview! =) i think this is the first time i succeeded in anyth i try to do!!!! =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

"I just saw Haley's comet she waved," ~ Second Chance, Shinedown

Maybe im too happy, this is just interview only...lol.
anw, my parents are out to watch the ndp thing...ya..so..idk.-.-
i'm hoping nth screws up for tmr. last wk ended with 3 ppl.(and thus,cancelled)stupid.

i think my mom might be quiting work; the maid's leaving tmr. oh well. she kinda gave me a hint, " i'm gonna start anew, a second life." lol. guess that's how her work is...

and no one won swensens, to erase wrong ideas. i suffered the full deal of the chem test! -.-

maybe i should post pics soon, all these are getting too wordy. pictures are better at story-telling, arent they?

and oh ya, some rumor going around saying emma died in an accident AND my dad believes. he shouldnt believe rumors..no great amount of convincing was able to tell him it was bogus.

napfa 5 items was tiring...saw mr tan again.ok, he's my pe teacher,why wouldnt i see him. i dont know how to feel or what to say everytime i see him. there used to be things to say, but now...not really. i did what i had to do, back then, i thought it was the correct choice. but, what comes around, goes around. i nvr thought of the concequences, i was stupid not to. 1 month later, i think and reflect. was it really the best thing to do?

it's always easier to break hearts then form hearts

2009-07-23T19:39:00.002+08:00

"It was a dream fueled by the remnants of empty hope and broken hearts." ~Serene Yew

the home-ec teachers are taking turns to get mc...alternate week. so today it was miss melissa's turn to get mc.-.-

Chi lesson need to write compo. so we all spammed questions at the teacher, to stall time. damn fun. and we got more and more irrelavant lol. there was 1 period left to complete zuowen but she said need to finish by today.so those who did not complete had to stay back. oh well. looks like the plan shot ourselves in the heads.

working on chem proj. anyone wan help me? =) i can treat u ice-cream!

~~CuO + 2HCl -> CuCl2 + H2O~~ blah. this one wont be impt till mon. so anyone wan help me for chem test tmr? treat u swensens? -.-

if you do plan to leave,

remember to leave your heart here, and your shadow.

2009-07-21T21:38:00.003+08:00

" They say the grass is greener on the other side."

last sun, i went to fairprice at erm..i cant rmb name of that place. -.- i was at the seafood section, when suddenly got black out! =) so fun.

i fell asleep while doing chinese.fine. u cant really blame chinese for it. then i woke up at around 7. watch tv and do hist at the same time. =/

Let's make a list of....erm.ahaha.

THINGS TO LOOK OUT FOR IF YOU SUSPECT YOUR FRIEND IS A SECRET SPY AGENT LEADING A DOUBLE LIFE. and...here we go.

1. you realise that his hse has many red buttons that say " dont push unless of emergency"

2. you realise he talks to himself a lot, especially in the toilet.

3. you go out with him one day and there were these ppl walked past in black suits. and then your fren goes like "you want ice cre-OH F***! Not those bastards again."

4. He cant remember who he was, and claims he works for some "company"

5. when sth goes wrong, his favourite swear words are: "son of a b****!"

6.he often disappears half-way thru a party at some random guy's hse.

7. at his hse, you often hit invisible objects.

8. at a sleepover, u are awoken by some noise. u wake up and see ur fren talking to his watch, and then go out of the window, climb down the pipes, like a ninja warrior.

9. he cant get past security checks at the airport, but after going into some room to get questioned, he comes out and says,"everything's under control." u cant help but notice a bodyless head rolling out of the door.

10. he claims to have black belts but always get owned in dodgeball during PE.

will link yj tmr. but i gtg for today. =/

if everything did not have a start and an end to it, life would have no meaning.

2009-07-18T21:24:00.004+08:00

" Blood and tears but yet no self-pity"

today there was speech day. SO?-.- i only liked the concert part. all the rest were boring. oh well. it is called speech day. it cant really be ndp.

ALL VS2D ppl: GO AND VOTE IN THE "HOW MUCH YOU LIKE JTR" POLL!!! ALL MUST VOTE: I LOVE HIM!!!!

Since all in red colour...elmo will be attracted.-.-

so we must welcome him ah.

Sing this:

This is the time

This is the place

Elmo's World

La la la laLa la la la

Elmo's World

It's ElmoIt's Elmo's World

It's Elmo

It's Elmo's World

La la la laLa la la la

Elmo's World

La la la laLa la la la

Elmo's World

Elmo's has a goldfish

His crayon,too

That's Elmo's World

This is the time

This is the place

Big Bird's World

La la la laLa la la la

Big Bird's World

It's Big Bird

It's Big Bird's World

It's Big Bird

It's Big Bird's World

La la la laLa la la la

Big Bird's World

La la la laLa la la la

Big Bird's World

I've got a stuffed bear

Not Slimey too

That's Big Bird's World

This is the time

This is the place

Snuffy's World

La la la laLa la la la

Snuffy's World

It's Snuffy

It's Snuffy's World

It's Snuffy

It's Snuffy's World

La la la laLa la la la

Snuffy's World

La la la laLa la la la

Snuffy's World

Snuffy's a mammoth

That's wooly too

That's Snuffy's

That's Big Bird's

That's Elmo's World

Oh, Yeah!

http://www.amiright.com/parody/80s/sesamestreet5.shtml

aw...sesame street.

TODAY'S NUMBER IS......: 18! *singsingsing* yay!

hopes tmr's frisbee doesnt go wrong....think will only hav 4 ppl...or worse. T.T

Have I told you a story,

About the girl next door.

With a slim tender body

And a pretty face.

Have you seen her,

She lives down your street.

Takes the bus 17

With her girlfriends

So one day when she was all alone,

I decided to pay her a visit then.

And she told me,

Her name was Alice.

I'm fifteen this year

And how are you?

when you have no one but yourself to blame for this matter, maybe it's not your fault. maybe you could try to not blame anyone, then to blame someone at all.

2009-07-17T18:16:00.007+08:00

today we commerate the 77th post! yay! *cheers* and also the day pin goes off to m'sia for the wkend. haha. leave a slice of the cake for me ah.

i wont say i had the easiest of times easing into the weekend, with aches, tiredness, a bit of headache. maybe i hav h1n1 haha. RENDA's fault. 2.4 sucks. didnt bother to go c my timing. i slacked the first round. then mr tan said, " EDWIN CHUE! can you run faster?" so i ran like crazy haha. as if.

i think it was the first time i raised my hand for any reason...and it was in music lesson. im also makng progress in that french book! dedicated 1 page per day.

i dont really know what to now..sian. oh tmr got speech day.>.<

Escape, teared, lost.

i'm sure everyone had those times where you lose yourself, unable to do a thing right. Well, some if us are lucky. this kind of things happen once. but others, have to fight the day away, try to survive, from one ambush after another, in which it gets worse, and worse. it's just that maybe, everything goes wrong for them. nothing can be righted. every move on that chess board is a checkmate isnt it? there will be a time, when it just snaps, and they start fearing, the things they onced loved most. Imagine, fearing your parents, when they did nothing wrong, gave you everything, but you end up with that feeling inside, that wants to kill you. you want to live your life, but you want to end this.

let go.

let me go.

english.

simple.

let me go.

could you?

could you not?

would you have?

why not?

what if?

forget this.

don't remember this.

remember me.

but don't forget me.

remember?

~77th post end~

have you came acrosss familiar faces but with no distint recognition?

2009-07-16T17:33:00.009+08:00

"Sitting on the fence."

I talked to myself and we both agreed that we did better for home-ec this wk. =)

think i'll ease in for a good wkend after 2.4 tmr. which i have no, no intentions of getting A. i asked myself," get A not reali much use rite?"

~~Rules:Once you've been tagged, Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography".And use your own answers, not anyone else's.~~

1. Where did you take your profile pic? i dun hav.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now? white shirt, black pants.

3. What is your current problem? im feel horrible.

4.What makes you happy most? friends.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? nothing.but i wont mind candles.

6. Any celeb you would marry? Hayley williams? no. forget it.

7. Name some one/persons with the same birthday as you. A girl called Sarah. used to be in same swimming class.

8.Ever sang in front of a large audience? nope.

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? lol, no.

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? DORA!

11. Do you speak any other languages than English? chinese. does french count?

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away? not. yet. but we're all eternal, so no worries. ^___^
13. Do you ever watch MTV? no.
14. What's something that really annoys you? sucked up ppl.

--------------------------Chapter 1
1. Middle name: hm..
2. Nickname(s): chewy. mr yeo used to call me that.
3. Current location: pasir ris..home..
4. Eye color: black. damn, wish it was some other colour.

------------------------------------------------Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): okay.
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: Married

------------------------------------------------Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: cookies and cream!=)
2. Season: winter. best.
3. Shampoo/conditioner: good qn. should go check. idrk.
4. Thing: *no ans*

------------------------------------------------Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower? when i was young..ya.
2. Do you write on your hand? ya. it's fun.
3. Call people back? no caller id. cant. play guess & check.
4. Believe in God? i want him to exist, damn. but no..i dont.
5. Any bad habits? slacking, lazy to do a thing. give excuses to myself.
6. Any mental health issues: no.

------------------------------------------------Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff: thumb and ankle.ya.
2. Had physical therapy? what's that.
3. Gotten stitches? nope.
4. Taken painkillers: no.
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: no.
6. Thrown up at the dentist: for what?
7. Sworn in front of your parents? nope. =)
8. Had detention? almost.

-------------------------------------------------Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s): Transformers 2
2. Three people who text-ed you: jm,cj, pin.
3. Person you called: brian? lol. didnt know i called you.
4. Person you hugged: my godmother. like...2 yrs ago..
6. Person you talked to on msn? pin.
7. Thing you touched? mouse.
8. Thing you ate? burger king!
9. Thing you drank? water
10. Thing you said: "what the hell!"
11. Person you kissed: my baby cousin. long ago. she so cute. hahas.
12. Place you went: cant rmb..
13. Friend you saw: afiq, jx, a-loy-si-ou-s

~~NOW TAG 20 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME!~~

you cant make a decision without having people hating you. but there'll be people.who'd respect that.

i close my eyes every night,

wishing some things didnt happen.

but i wake myself up the next morning,

to find my dreams floating away,

towards the golden flower blooming

2009-07-14T18:17:00.003+08:00

Today will be...paint day! not exactly paint. but the program paint.
so i shall commemerate today by placing some(fine, 3.)paint art which i did. in less than 30 min. give a round of applause for my DECENT effort. =) please, haha.

trying to do sth here. guess i got pissed.

i'll call this the missing piece. ya..

last one. has a title inside.

crayons...
that's abt the 3 i did. -.- *claps*! =.=

enlarged.

oh ya.one last thing. saw a girl with damn nice red-golden hair!!! damndamndamn nice! =)

from your first words to your seventh birthday,

from your first guitar lesson to your fourteenth birthday,

from your first kiss to your twenty-one birthday.

I'm glad it's worth living,

because maybe God hates you but these special moments,

missing them,

is what truely makes this moments special.

2009-07-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

" Insanity makes the world tri-angle."~ Pan Jun Xuan
~~Today, we celebrate a most prestigious day, the XPP day.( otherwise known as xiao pan pan day)~~
fine.jkjk.

im thinking what happened today. oh. sheng wei and marcus presentation saved me from presenting. nick and i epic screw-up. in my opinion. maybe in nick's opinion, i screw up..he say i nvr check the pp..wtv.

let's really have a xpp day. to celebrate pan. and his comics! so the whole class MUST treat pan good for the whole wk. let him read comic ah.=) and give him support for 2.4. with support, he'll do better. =) go pan!

while i think what tmr should celebrated for..
HAPPY B'DAY to jing xiang and audrey! if it's true..acc to fb it is. haha -.-

" Manga is not hentai!"~Jun Xuan ( and i agree totally.)

through the lies,

the hazel eyes i see before me.

the heart that once used to beat for me,

could i ever had been so dumb to trust it?

2009-07-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

what a day.got stupid walk-a-jog, then play frisbee. then play badminton. then go cut hair. then wrap up art stuff. haha. i want to make this clear...TODAY'S COLOUR's ORANGE!-.-fine.

im gonna take a good shot at how my smses and calls are distributed.
so..here it goes.

SMS-es.
80%: talking to pin and cj abt crap lol. for fun.
7%:massing...
5%: projs talk.
5%: homwk purposes..
2%: tell my mum when i reach home. and for supper.
1%:hm..extra 1%. sms myself? -.-

Call-log.
70%: waking ppl up for frisbee. and calling ppl for such things.
10%: finding missing ppl who seem to be nowhere.
5%:projs...
5%:hmk problems?
6%:calling home and grandparents' hse =)
4%: calling brian...where the hell is he, after sch.
*END*

would you cry if i said he died?

would you cry if he said i died?

if you died, would he cry for you?

if you died, i know i will cry for you.

2009-07-10T15:08:00.002+08:00

Weekend! finally. after 4 days.=)

2.4 next wk...forget it lol. dont want to talk abt anyth, anyth related to running.

still got script to write out for art presentation.must make sure i do.

think today music was the best. so fun. just keep watching vids and watching the ppl getting sabo-ed.

shant drag on for no reason,so this post shall end here, unless i rmb sth impt or anyth.

Dare to dream?

Dream to dare?

I dare to dream the dream that I dare.

2009-07-09T16:46:00.002+08:00

My life..is boring.and i when i try to do sth..i fail.again,again & again. so im trying to think when was the last time i'd succeeded in sth i reali wanted to do.

today had the worst pe-t.ever. mr tan came! i didnt go for training the whole jun hols.so he said,"edwin, long time no see ah!" followed by *smile**smile**smile* once from him enough le...but when u sit around ppl like isaac and cj,they luv to repeat,repeat & repeat.
sian.damndamndamn.

let's talk abt happy things. i didnt let in a goal today! tmr got pe! it's not sunny now! no tests tmr!-.-.-.-

~~i repeated lots of things 3 times in this post. maybe if i try to die, i would live,live & live again.~~

~~maybe not. i might die, die & die again.~~

i speak to the wall sometimes.

i cry in the room sometimes.

i listen to the silence sometimes.

and, rarely, they speak to me. they cry to me. they listen to me.

2009-07-07T17:07:00.004+08:00

Shall not reali say much today. it was a fun day, i have to say.for one of the first times. i should, prob go link more ppl. but then again...maybe tmr? sounds better.

you're not a fairy tale.

you're not a dream.

you're the fairy tale in my dream come true.

2009-07-06T08:07:00.006+08:00

im doing art proj now...stupid. trying to find a nice medical video to put in the powerpoint.

this medical video looks nice. think i'll add it in pp.

Mediafreaks Medical Animation Showreel from Aldric Chang on Vimeo.

yay! think im done with pp le. now need to sent to nick lee for his credits.

im thinking eng no hmk.i cant rmb. damn.

I hope one day you'll find yourself,

And I know it's not today,

But maybe with me could you do it tomorrow.

Today's a spoiler,

Tomorrow's a secret.